Clair de lune

Well, was busy modeling the moon for the previous image ( Earth! ) but landed up making this. This is a composite of two pictures clicked by me. There is a landscape in the image, but its lost in the night scene. I know the render aint that good... n that is something cause of my camera. The images themselves are noisy. I really need to figure out how to cut it out. As always, I'll need your feedback. :)

Earth!

This is another one from my outer space infatuation. Its incomplete though... please help me with ideas... and a name for it too.

New Born!

Hi. I know its been too long since the last post. Had been caught up with work, rather useless work.

But I did do something useful. This has come after watching hours and hours of Discovery Channel and History Channel. I call it ' New Born! ' . It is a star that's struggling to make its own identity in this immense universe. Just like us. In case you are not aware, a star actually goes through a 'life cycle', where it is born , then lives its lifespan, grows old and then dies. We too are governed by that same law. We say that when someone dies here, he becomes a star. When a star dies, does it become a human?

For the rains...

Finally monsoon's here... what a relief! But honestly it caught me unawares. I wasn't expecting it to rain so soon. I wasn't ready for it. No boots for rain, no umbrellas, no water-proof bags. Nothing! And the rain comes pouring. So here I am sitting in my home staring at the computer, wondering what to do? So, I decided to make a little something for the rains. This image a 3D S Max render. took around 10 min to model and 4 hrs to texture. Though it it is incomplete, just have a look at it. :)

I Believe !

Well, I have decided to publish the images that I create.

The image here is named ' I Believe '. I have actually made this as an illustration for an article with the same title. The author is depressed whenever she hears or a tragic news. She cannot bear the fact that humans can be so inhuman. She wonders how can somebody abandon a new born infant? Or why some believe killing innocent people is a solution to the growing intolerance? How can someone rape a minor girl?... So I have represented this society with a bleeding and wounded heart. But here the author sees a ray of hope when a young childless couple decides to adopt the abandoned baby. When hundreds of people come ahead and help the wounded from a train blast. How the little girl finds courage to face an unjust world... these deeds of humanity and kindness is like a bandaid for this heart. This is what I Believe.

The author's blog : http://gunjan1986.spaces.live.com

Turning over a new leaf

I know very few people know about this blog. And I happened to read through the old posts. What I found out is that, my blog looks so sad. It only got sad stuff. I am a very cheerful person. My blog does not look cheerful. So now on I shall only out up happy stuff. Something that will put up a smile on everyone's face.

Worst month ever !

I'll probably never forget this month... so many things happened... made so many mistakes... lost a very dear friend. Its been a fortnight that I lost a dear friend... I dont know who should be responsible for this? Many a times I feel was it foolishness? Or is it my unnatural ego and unforgiving attitude? Have I started thinking that I am the wisest person on this planet, the only sane human on earth? I made choices that I knew that I will regret for my whole life, I was aware of all the that would happen to me, but then why did I do that ? There is no explanation. I always thought that I am very rational, very understanding, very patient. But I still did things completely opposite. I wonder if I will ever forgive myself, but a loss is a loss. I long to see u my sweetheart, I long to touch you. I know you have the blood of the warrior clan, you will not compromise. But can you be saner that I am. Please save me from my misery. And then comes my mother's illness. I cannot bear the sight. I cannot see her suffer, I find myself so helpless. I often get angry at what's happening to me. I am falling. I am getting impatient.