Well , its been ages that I updated my blog... but I finally got some time. My life's become mechanical. Wake up ... work ... train ... sleep. A perfect cycle, any change may disrupt my life. By nature I cannot do anything thats regular, repeating, 'boring'... but thats what my days, weeks, months have become. I am too tired of this life, but I cannot complain. I chose to make it this way. I feel like a prisoner bound by chains waiting for a trial. I console myself with the days about to come. Of a life that I always dream of, to soar like a phoenix like fire in the night sky.... fiery yellow wings beating against the cool wind. But that will not come so soon... I need all the strength that I can preserve. I dont want to fall fighting, I want to win. People say God is unfair when they are in trouble.... I say God gave me this trouble since I can overcome it. I keep waiting.... enduring, like a fallen phoenix, for the day I will rise. I am only waiting... I wake up ... work ... train ... sleep... I have become a robot.. I am a robot... iRobot.
