Gasping for breath, but got no fear

Everyday of my life, I run around to earn a living. To have a better future. I live life the way I want to. All I know to do is sign songs of my misery. My struggle keeps me away from the world. I dont have friends to talk to. I dont have a family to share my worries. Now when I say I dont have friend and family, I mean that I am never there to talk to them or 'be' with them. It is kinda hard, but I never worry. I dont have time to worry! Whenever I feel that I am not what I am, I get scared. But there's something special this time. I have no fear. There is something that has kept my heart aloft. Is it the season ? Or is it someone... all I know there IS something special.